So I've had a very discouraging month long stall. This is probably stemming from too little protein and too many carbs as well as massive stress from college and a job search. I figured this would be a good time to look back and reflect on what has changed and what is going to change as soon as I get myself together and get back on track.
A lot of clothes that I've had in my closet have begun to fit. I've enjoyed the catharsis of throwing away or giving away clothes that don't fit anymore. I'm enjoying wearing some expensive coats that were given to me but I was never able to fit. I also find it ironic that I'll be losing more weight during a season when most people cover up, so when I "reveal" myself in the spring/summer, it will be all the more shocking. I've been enjoying shoe and make up shopping more. I went through a period where all of that seemed silly because heels made my feet hurt and make up seemed like a waste of time. It's also more fun to be able to sit and cross my legs easily and fit into chairs.
I still see myself as quite large and I'm sure others to do, but I've shrunk from a certain level of large- like massive to extra chubby. I still have a number of insecurities but I can see how they might lessen as I shrink. I hope you all have a great holiday season and that I am successful with my efforts as January 1 rolls around.
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